It Had a Due Date

[zebra]

"Do ya think they sucked it out with one of those vacuum things?"
"How the fuck would i know, man ? i don't even wanna know."

i saw it on TV once - they suck it out with a vacuum or rip it apart limb by limb
yours was too small Sam, it didn't have limbs
maybe it felt something micky? do ya think it felt something?
don't know.
could you find out? do you think you can find out for me? please.
yea, YEA i'll find out.

I can't get it out of my head and i think i'm going crazy.
It was legal, Sam. it's legal in the U.S.A. how 'wrong' can it be?

I don't know how you can do it, live on, i still see his face.
my story was different, Evan was born alive. I kept all the kids i made.
how do you distance yourself from it, without making yourself cold?
who said i wasn't a little dead inside sam ?

i can't look at her anymore micky, when i look at her, i look...
what ?
i look at her stomach.
that's not where they take it out sammy
i can't have sex with her, i'm asking her to move out tomorrow.
jesus christ
it had a due date micky.
shut up.
i asked if it was a boy or a girl
shut UP. you WHAT ?
i asked...
what the fuck man ?

it had a due date and i just erased it.
"Erased it like it was something i didn't need anymore."

"Well, Sam - isn't that exactly what it was to you ?
Something you two didn't need anymore? "